My will to live is stronger than any will to the contrary. I want to live to see what happens and to be part of making a happier world. The only sad thing is that I will not be here to witness what happens in hundreds, thousands, millions, or billions of years.
Can you imagine the awe I feel knowing that there could truly be no beginning or end? Given this understanding anything that is not against the laws of nature will happen. It is only a matter of time, which is infinite. Everything is inevitable.
I am not disappointed by this! By comparison, all other worldviews lack something. I cannot yet put this into words in a way that does not minimize the power of life. It is ineffable.